SUPER LONG vaycay ain't fun :(

Okay, it been like uh.. 6 days na walang pasok [kasama na yung Sat && Sun]. nd I don't know why I'm not having fun :( May MGA namimiss ako. [Okay. MGA yan ah Wag mashadong mag react]. I miss everyone especially yung mga classmates ko :( Wala tuloy nagpapatawa sakin ng sobra-sobra na umaabot na sa point na napapaiyak na ako kakatawa :)) So ayun, may dad took my phone for likee..3 days. Super nangungulila ako. HAHAHA!! I kept asking my dad to give it back but still ayaw pa niya. Tapos when I got it back, I asked him if may ginalawba sha or what. && He said no :) HAHAHA! Wheeew! Buti hindi niya tinignan yung galleryyy, kundi makikita nia yung mga tulog niyang shots dun! HAHAHAHAHAHA :)))))))))))))))

Diamond Shotgun [Lock and Load]

Geez, super na LSS ako dito sa song na 'to. Super cute kasi. And Saab was there pa :)

New post sa Multi..

http://paulaheartsxxiii.multiply.com/journal/item/73/Tragedy.

With Wife :)

LOVE!

At ESS :)

Mr. && Ms. Young DCCS :)

Geez! Congrats to all!! Esp. kay Earl Ben Renzo Ablir!! :)
Tol, napaos kaming lahat, but sulit parin! :)

Homework sa Biology

It's about uhm... Biosphere 2 Project.

Ayooon, nako! Ngayon lang ako nahirapan magresearch ah. I don't know why. HAHA :))

Anyway, yesterday. I went grocery shopping with Daddy and my brother sa SnR && Southmall. Yaawwn!Ang boring nila kasama. Jaaaayykkayy! I saw some Cavinians sa Southmall eh it was already uhm... 8 something! Heeey, wala ba kayong mga curfew? HAHA :)))) Bakit ako meron? Dapat before 6:00 or 6 :30PM nasa house na ako. Tssss! OP kasi parents ko eh. TSK. Halata naman diba? ;;)

G2G, magmmass pa kami eh. Buhbye!

. . .

Daaaaang, I really don't know what to do right now. I wanna move on but you're holding me back. I don't wanna hurt you or whatever but I think it's the right thing to do. We cannot continue this anymore. I wanna let go all of the things we had toghther. Make a new chapter in my life without you as the boyfriend but as my good friend. You know me better than anyone, right? If you love me enough, let me go. I'm not happy. I'm having a hard time focusing on the important things in my life right now. You're disturbing me! Yeap, you are! And it's not good. Haaayy. Leave me alone, please. :(

My ABC Bio ;)

A
- Age: 14

- Annoyance: My Mom's "homily"

- Animal: Rabbit
B
- Beer: I don't know. San Miguel Beer [light], maybe.
- Birthday: March 14,'95
- Body Part on opposite sex: Hands.

- Best feeling in the world: Inlove
- Blind or Deaf: Deaf.
- Best weather: Spring

- Been in Love: Yes
- Been on stage: Yes
- Believe in Magic: Nope
- Believe in Santa: Hell Yeah!

C
- Candy: Uhm. Many eh.
- Color: Yellow
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
- Chinese/Mexican Food: Mexican

- Cake or pie: Both

- Country to visit: Italy

- Cheese: Cheddar

D
- Day or Night: Night
- Dancing in the rain: Big No No!
E
- Eyes: Bluuee
- Everyone's got?: A special someone! Geeez!
- Ever failed a class?: Not really. Kinda

F
- First thoughts waking up: Daaaang! Am I going to school or not?
- Food: Uhm. MANY!
- Greatest Fear: Failure
- Goals: Finish school
- Gum: None
- Get along with your parents?: Kinda :
H
- Hair Color: Black
- Height: 5'2 something :))
- Happy: When I get everything I want >:)
- Holiday: Christmas
- How do you want to die: At peace
I
- Ice Cream: Strawberry!!
- Instrument: Piano babbyy!
J
- Jewelry: Necklace
- Job: IDK Yet.
K
- Kids: Babbyyy!
- Kickboxing or karate: Kickboxing
- Keep a journal?: Sometimes ;)
L
- Love: Comes around && it'll knock you down
- Letter: Cheesy Letters
- Laughed so hard you cried: Yes! Everytime @ Ben's jokes.
M
- Milk shake flavor: Strawberry with choco :)
- Movies: Horror
- Motion sickness?: A little
- McDonalds or Burger King: Uhm, both. But Daddy always takes me to BK.
N
- Number: 3
- Name: Jan Paula Rubrico
- Number one wish: I wish you'll stop bothering me. Asshole
P
- Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni && Cheeeezee!
- Pepsi/Coke: I'm not allowed to drink softdrinks.
Q
- Quality: uhhmm..
R
- Reason to cry: Btches. Stupid fights

- Radio Station: ?
- Ring size: I really don't know.
S
- Song: Remedy

- Shoe size: 6
- Salad Dressing: Caesar
- Sushi: What's with Sushi? Uhm.. They R the best!

- Skinny dipped?: What?

- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries
T
- Tattoos?: None
- Time for bed: 10:30 PM

- Thunderstorms: Are the best times to mingle ;)
- T.V: GG
U
- Unpredictable: Accidents.

V
- Vacation spot(s): Italy && Australia

W
- Weakness: P2!!
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: I don't know.

- Who makes you laugh the most: PATREYK MARQUEZ
- Worst feeling: Seloos && Rejection
- Wanted to be a model: Not really.
- Worst Weather?: Sandstorm.

X
- X-Rays: Three times na.
Y
- Year it is now: 2009
- Yellow: My Favorite color :)

Z
- Zoo animals: Uhm, Penguin. Does that count? :>

Telling Lies? Hidding Secrets? PDA?

Hollyyy Motheeerrr Of George!! / whore-he'\

Today's the distribution of report cards! Oh men! My grade sa Algebra isn't good. Yeah, line of 7 yun. FOR SURE! Argh! I'm soo dead x Goodluck sa'kin. Si Dad pa naman yung kukuha ng card ko. Geeez, what if magsabi ng kung anu-ano yung Adviser ko sakanya?? About Me && P2. Eff! I can't think straight at the moment :( Kanina pa ako naghahanap ng site na makakahelp sakin. Site na may mga excuses why I failed Algebra. Eff! 'm really worried. What if He [Dad] / they [Mom && Dad] got mad, ng SUPER? They might take my cellular phone away IR they might banned my from using the PC && the telephone. Oh men! Arrrgh! x I'm so dead! Wait, did I said that already? Seee what I'm talking about?! I can't focus, nawawala ako sa sarili ko! :(
Seriously, ito na talaga pinaka stressful na araw ko :( Goodluck sa'kin.


CHANGE TOPiC !

Ayun, school was FUN. Shempre. Morning palang fun na. Happy ako, of course! Sino bang hindi pag pinuntahan ka ng uber like mo na guy, right? Oha! LMFAO! Ayun, he "kinda" looked for me ata eh kasi I was at the Canteen kaya walang signal kaya hindi ako nakakarecieve ng PM/GM :
Then @ the canteen, I saw Karenbtch. Oh men! Super na HB ako. Lalapit pa sha ah! Kapaaal! Then I went mad na. I threw my book near her. Then she "kinda" got scared ata, so lumayo sha. Then I went upstair na sa room namin with Rina. When we got there, someone called my name. But unfortunatelly hindi ko sha namukaan. Hindi ko suot yung contacts ko eh. Actually hindi ko na sha sinusuot kasi super windy eh. LMFAO! Ayun, pumasok ako sandali sa room.. Then nung paglabas ko, geez btch! P2 was there :D Tinawag niya ako. He asked me if uniyak daw ba ako last night, kasi "mejo" nag-away kami last night. AHAHA!! Then nag punta kami sa Canteen.. Tapos biglang nag bell na edi we went straight to the gym :D

Then ayun, uwian na! HAHA! May super awkward na nangyari sa may stairs [stairway to heaven ba ka'mo?] Pababa na kasi ako with my classmate tapos this guy [kabatch ko sha, but transferee] pa-akyat sha. Eh narrow lang yung staircase na dinaanan namin, so masikip. Tapos sabi niya " Excuse me" while looking at my caahoonaaas : Daaaang! Okaayokaay. I blushed DAW, grabe nakakahiya yun noh! Then ayun, it was raining but still we [P2] went outside the campus. Paikoy-ikot lang kami. Tapos nung nasa Elementary Building kami.. Ahem, he hugged me :) Super sweet niya! Then may akbay effect pa! HAHAHA!! :)) Geeeez, I really like you P2 :* :D :))

Okayokay, I'm coming with Daddy sa school. Gotta face my own fear.

Hey Btches, I'm back ;)

After uhh.. a long time, I'm finally back! :) Sareeh sa mga naiwanan. I got bored kasi && I focused on my Multiply Acct. LMAO.

Anyway, since my last post many things changed. Someone just left na already [yeah, you know who HE is && you know who you are] && I'm not gonna let what happened to "us" bring me down. Let's just stay out of each other's life && mind our own thaangs, arayt? Let's respect each other nalang. We can't bring the past back. What's done is done. What's said is said. Move on!
I don't need someone who's gonna cheat on me && who's gonna lie to me everytime I'll catch him doing some avada kadavra with another WHORE. I'm sorry if may nagawa ako or may pagkukulang ako. But still, it ain't enough to be the reason why we broke up. The real/main reason is "You cheated on me." And I forgive you. But wala na, tapos na. You're forgiven. I don't wanna be "yours" anymore. I'm happy with my friends na && with *Ahem! Ooops! Baka magreact si RycaDAWGYbebe :)))

RycaDAWGYbebe, kaw ang pinakaLOVE ko! You know that, riight? XD

Sana you're happy for me na din.



Moving on, Geeeez. Naubusan ako ng words : :{ Ayoon. Ayos na kami ni Allisandra. Eff! Super old news na yan ah. If hindi mo pa alam, ay naku! Where do you live ba? Under a rock? Like *PatreeeykStarFish :) LMFAO!


Now, meron nanamang uncivilized 'tard na nang-bubully sakin. Eff! Super jelly ka ba because he's MY StarFish, not yours? >:) Pati si Mommy Tina dadamay mo pa. TSK! Daaaang btch, get a life!! Stop obssesing over mine : :( And stop spreading btchytales about my Mommy Tina! >:P